Category Archives: Zanal-Retentive

My anxiety ridden thoughts

Aptos

On a grown man and yet didn’t want to go up to the door of a 70 year old woman and say ” hi Mom”. Of coarse, 25 years ago I found my biological mom and she stated she didn’t … Continue reading

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Confirmation

At 10:58 I wrote a post to record a validation I was looking for. To be honest I ask for confirmations and they usually don’t show. But today it did. And I almost missed it. It was subtle and when … Continue reading

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How many times will it take?

I was off Saint Johns wart for almost a week because I ran out and trader joes isn’t carrying it anymore. Since Friday I’ve been hyper alert and last night I had insomnia. Today I was edgy and I thought … Continue reading

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Feeling empty and lost so I had a large ice cream cone – first time in 5 months.

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My happiest moment today:

It was going to be the pillow fight with AAA on my bed. Or perhaps my realization driving home that he’s a great kid and I’m lucky. But after all that we were playing ball and I stuck it in … Continue reading

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Ugh. Some things in queue posted the morning. Oh well.

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Old utility room cabinets = garage storage Why does this make me soo happy?!

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He’s Ba-ack! Yep, another house project. Washer and dryer are moved, closet on the other side is empty … Take down that wall Mr. Alexander.

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Dear friends: if you know of any call center or call center operations please let me know. I’ll forward my résumé right away. And if you don’t, put some good thoughts out there for me. It’s truly needed.

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My happiest moment today:

Realizing the insanity of it all at work, shutting it out and plowing through my inbox: file, forwarding, fast replies and mass deletions. (I’ll pick up the details on the next round). I went from an inbox of 1800 to … Continue reading

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