Adventures of a Crazy Gay Man

Good Morning Adam,

I’m not sure you’ll ever see this but I wanted to let you know I’m trying really hard today to get everything done and I’m very tired.

I got up at 2 AM to do more work that is only increasing my frustration. At a later time we can talk about work and bosses and the odd way we comprise ourselves at a job. But for now, just understand that as a daddy I know we need to pay the mortgage, keep food in the house, maintain the lighting and heat and save for the future.

I’ve also been working with the doctor on feeling better for you and this is the first week of the cleanse to get the junk out of my body. I don’t know if I’m hungry or not – I just don’t feel like myself. I need to be healthy for you. More than anything, I feel badly that I don’t cook better and you have been eating a little too much processed food.

I’m doing all this for you and that does not mean its your fault. In fact, the best decision I ever made was to be your daddy. With that choice comes consequences and responsibility and its not a burden. It’s a blessing to have you and it’s made me a better person.

So please understand that today I’m tired and hungry and I’m trying me very best. We might need to watch a movie tonight after day care and I’ll try to stay awake. I know I get grumpy sometimes and I’m committing to you today that you will not know the difference; I’ll be a happy day for you.

Have a good day and remember I love you!

Daddy